Once Again

There are days when you lay down on your bed, tired, defeated. There's a gaping hollow punched in your heart, the kind that is a blackhole, vast and unknown. There's a splitting pain in your body, severe enough to make every cell ache, and it does. You keep staring at the white ceiling above, trying …

Aurora

Love is just a word,Isn't it just a combination of some odd letters from English alphabet?But why does it not seem so now?Why does it not seem so lifeless now?You feel like a book that stirs up a dead soul,You feel like an answer to all the questions my mind bore,You feel like my very …

Time Machine

I have not been myself lately,All the things that make me "me",Are missing since some moons,I do not know, where to look for them.Somehow, anxiety & desperation,Have gotten the better of me,And when I crash on my bed,With a head full of thoughts,There's chaos in my mind,And surprisingly, peace in my smile,Somehow, I'm convinced,I am …

I’ll Meet You

I'll meet you on the other side of stars,I'll meet you in another possible realm,I'll see you in a parallel reality, a plane,In that space and time,I'll keep you safe in my embrace, I'll never let you go.I'll meet you through another blackhole,I'll see you through a new big bang,I'll come to find you in …

Union

I know you. I've seen you. I've seen you in a dream once upon a time,I walked along with you, long long ago,Along the staircases of an alcazar, Along the vines in the estates,I knew it in the moment I saw you,You were familiar, as in a dream.I knew it in the way your hair …

I WISH

I wish, I wish for a time,I wish for a land and a realm,That is in trajectory with my dream,I wish to fly high,With nothing weighing me down,I wish to see the other part of life,Where beauty & imperfection abound.I wish to walk about with no fears,I wish to smile, without thinking about the tears,I …

Chérie

Today, I sit down to write about you, to write about us. I think of writing something, then I change my mind. I think of something else, and change it yet again. I feel this instability for the first time. Then I wonder, why? And some questions come to me as quickly as I wonder.Maybe, …

The Tides of Time

Somedays, I feel full and happy. I feel like a mariner, out on a voyage, completely confident of making it back to the shore. I feel the optimism of the child who builds a castle along the beach, confident that it'll last forever. Somedays, I feel like I can do and achieve absolutely anything and …

Questions

The grim clouds all over my sky,Cast a shadow of despair, I cannot look beyond what's up there,Oh, what shall I do?Days and weeks and months pass by,But my mind is still blank with darkness,Will I ever find that crevice everyone talks about,From where the light comes in?I miss my ignorant, childlike self,That could always …

1994.09.12 ❤️

Dearest Joon, This is not the first time I'm writing a letter to you. I've written one before. It must have got lost in your fanmail and I'm very sure that you have not read it. But that doesn't stop me from writing this second one, or the third or the fourth. I will keep …